Diet starts tomorrow . . .

How many times have I said this? I think I've started a diet 500+ times in my life! Why do I do this to myself? I have PCOS and the only way to control my hunger is to be on aderall. Unfortunately I can't be on aderall due to TTC. I am really nervous about how these next 10 months are going to go with out my 'thin drug'. I can balloon like no other when I eat! And I binge like no other too. I feel like without my aderall, I'm CONSTANTLY craving sugar, food, carbohydrates . . . which I 've heard is a symptom of PCOS. I'm also on Metformin, but that doesn't really help the cravings. The only good news is I walked today and yesterday, and I have my gym clothes packed for tomorrow after work. I'm hoping that by having my gym bag I won't have to come home first to change . . . which will deter me from staying home and eating. If I go right to the gym from work, no ability to eat . . . just workout. 

We'll see how tomorrow goes . . . it's always easier to say, "I'll start tomorrow." Here goes nothing!